Deep inside my heart — tired

Weeks that I’ve not seen him.. Busy with assignments, presentations, tests, tutorials and all sorts of school stuffs. Lack of communication is really a problem. I don’t like that. Time is needed to cure this. Haih..

Second, i really would more prefer to stay outside.. This is what deep in my heart. Time that wasting on driving to and fro, made me tired. I really tired..

Recalling that day, i was nearly involve to an accident on the MRR2 highway. I was tired, sleepy, but what can I do? i need to go home, i’m tired.

Please, somebody help.. sob sob~~

moody

Months that I haven’t been dropping a word here.. Sorry for those who visit and I’ll keep on updating.. It’s just something bothering and nothing more I could express for that.

Frustrating being Me..

I hate it.. Just hate it..

Could anybody tell me why I am here besides the reason that i was born here?

Not happy with the studies, should I change or should I stay?

**Redang** 070507-110507

7th May~~

morning — finish my last paper..

night 9.30pm — bus reached, departed to Kuala Terengganu.. Cool, though we booked for 18 tickets, the whole bus is just for us..

8th May~~

Reached Kuala Terengganu on 5.37am.. Have to wait till 9.30 for the boat to take us to Redang.. Wow, that is about 4 hours, man!! But we lepak in the 7-eleven, have had a morning walk here n there, then had a breakfast of roti n teh tarik—the common breakfast in Msia..

Finally 11.00 reached Redang, the water is clean and transparent in colour, can even see thru all type of fish swimming around..

Start here– Redang trip.. The island.. Besides snorkeling , it’s still snorkeling.. Nothing much, of course, capturing photo is another excited thingy for me !! Kekeke..

The lunch given there is just like something provided in the canteen of a hostel.. Not really nice.. The nicest meal is the COMMON breakfast again — Nasi Lemak n Roti Canai..

The breathtaking views in the sea — fishes swimming around me, feeding bread to them, they even excited till bite our hand for the bread.. Haha, baby shark passed by our sight, cool !!!

The white sandy beach is nice n soft.. There’s also a corner of blue sand..Actually that was not the sand, but some kind of micro creature, with life.. it’s as micro as sand and hiding themselves in the sand, with blue shining light at night..

It’s enjoyable holiday!! nice, great.. Miss it!!

10 May~~

Back from redang to KL with 10pm bus.. Sob sob, so fast.. Finally reached KL on 11th May.. Miss the place, Miss the friends, Miss the whole vacation..

But for now, sleep is the best thing to do.. Nitez

Final Exam >>

First Paper ~~

Numerical Method and Statistics.. Sounds pro right? Anyway, it’s a math paper.. I gonna score it.. wohoo..

(Actually I must score it, to help other subject which I would score C or D.. blek)

Haiz, Study is really boring.. I’m afraid of study room now.. But of course, something is interesting would be able to happen in my quite dull life..

I went to Cyber Cafe, played something called Voyage Century.. Well, you can know that game is what about, with such a name.. It’s cool… The cafe is cooler in fact.. I mean, cold.. =.= I’ve been shivering..

Anyway, kinda expensive to played a game there.. But, as we know, everything has it’s price.. The computer there is faster than my home pc 10 times.. Kekeke..

Sleepy.. Next paper, Fluid Mechanics, some kind of physics.. WED… I’ll meet it.. Huh…………. GO PRAY NOW..

Help!! no study mood !!

Study week started.. Means that after a free week for you, you MUST be able to answer the exam questions in the following weeks..

Not in the study mood, that’s why i’m here..

Huh, thinking what’s interesting throughout this week..

Ah-ha, a new online-game I found. I love that, but can’t bring it into my home pc.. So… FORGET IT !!

Yesterday heard that UTAR would offer an exchanging programme for students.. –> Third year students might be able to exchange with Australia Queensland University.. Wow, that’s cool man !!! I hope so I can take part.. Hope Soooooooooooooo….. However, it hasn’t been finalized, hope they can do it by this year, and the next year Third-Year-Student, that’s me, can say hello to Queensland… in what way I should say? Maybe, “Hihi, I’m new here” or, “Elo, nice to be here!!” Kekeke.. Dreaming too much !!

P/s — Exam pls go faster, I’m looking forward to — Redang after that… Akaka, how nice ?!

hatred –

How days going on?

That day, Low cancelled his morning class, and asked us to stay back in the evening..

—> angry… —> skipped…

then next day test, of course I was well-prepared.. he stood beside me, keep grumbling, ” know how to do? difficult? of course la, u didn’t attend yesterday..” keep continue.. while i was keeping quiet to do my test.. wow, he really… like a frustrating fly there…

then when he’s still talking, i found out lots of error in his question paper.. I pointed out, made him shut up!!! what he said? he said:” err, wait ar, I go check with the book “…

If he’s not an old folk, I’ll say ” Sir, I don’t need book also can do, you still need book? you want me to teach you? Next time, you come attend my class okay? ”

Guys in my course are all sucks… All useless, don’t know how to complain, just to accept…

Another one, asked,” Now, all of you started to hate me?” Guys all quiet.. I reply, “YES SIR” akaka…. cool, excited !!!

What worst?

What is worse than somebody say “CANCEL” when you have already reach the destination?

Shout it out: “BAD DAY !!”

This morning, a weekend morning, suppose to have a nice rest and sleep till whenever I can.. But, today replacement classes fully booked from 8am to 3pm..

Worst thing >> 6am, a morning call from lecturer said that he wanna delay the class from 8am to 9 am.. Gosh, how I gonna get back to sleep??!!!!!!

Huh… my eyes are just too big to close back..

Well, at last, classes over.. Waiting for night time, Carlson said tonight gonna go pasar malam with me   I really love to lepak in the Pasar Malam..

However, a message came : I might not coming tonight as frank wanna come over to chat something..Sorry girl..

I understand that the Pasar Malam will be there every weekend, but, huh… sorry no cure, still not very happy with it..

Help!!!! can somebody make me smile? am I too bad to have this kind of feelings? His friend was having problem in fact.. Blurpppppppppppp…

Anyway, this is a bad day.. today found out, the shirt that I’ve prepared earlier for dad birthday present, has stolen by somebody.. Went to get it again..

Kinda poor man, thinking to work for 3 days in the pc fair.. perhaps it’s a good idea to recover my wallet.. It’s so skinny now.. =.=

Fed up :(

Hi guys,

Erm, how was today?

Reached uni around 8.45 am… Met my coursemate…

“Morning, latest news, 9 o’clock class cancelled… And our 11 o’clock class delayed half an hour.. So think of something to do in this 2 and a half hour..”

OMG !!!  Sleep 2 more hours would be so much different!!!

All the lecturers are following the trend of ‘CANCELLING CLASS LAST-MINUTE’..

Huh..

Perhaps the reason is this soil lecturer is the buddy of structural lecturer, so they having the same attitude in their school in old times…

Haiyaya, 2 and a half hours, What to do? Lecturer fault la..

Sir, please provide a list of games before the semester start next time.. You should foresee your bad habit, or maybe your hobby is to — CANCEL CLASS ..

Rebonding day ^^

Remember today guys and gals,

18/3/2007, Sun, Rebonded my hair..

Damn excited!!!!! YEah YEah

Actually, wanna make it since long ago.. However, no time, then made me still pondering whether to go.. And what has happened yesterday? Yesterday, quarrel with Carlson o.. Haizzz, quarrel with him is such a sad thingy la… So, made up my mind, to cool myself down… Study mood is hard to gather.. And next, I’ve gone to do something I like and I wish to do for long time… REBONDING.. akakaka……. kinda happy..

The most happy is, the problem between Carlson and me is solved, just right today…. Yeapee, really really really full of joy.. Carlson praised my hair too, “so nice..” wuahahaha…

Gosh, too excited, don’t know how to continue study.. Blek…